Divorce etc...

Although I normally work alone, I have decided to add a few names to this blog in the immediate future as they all contribute to the contents.


A special shout out goes out to Barasia, Valesta, Mima, Wrathie, and all for shelling on the the new idea for our collaborative website. Thanks! Good luck!





On another issue...



DIVORCE/PAIN/ANGST/INTERNET = shitty new year

That is right, right about now my life has been turned upside down, there are two issues concerning this. One is the divorce my mother is thoroughly decided on, (I am glad she is not sitting here now), and one is the issue of my dad "being cruel" and "cheating" on her.


I really am no longer sure what the hell I am supposed to do.


A lawyer has been involved in the process to "siphon" off the money well deserved for my mother after this many years of relationship and staying together. A dad that puts up a very good argument on how mom has changed over the years to become a sort of a woman that simply suspects the husband if he so much as take a breath in another woman's presence. A mom that is having nervous breakdowns every night since I got back home and needs a hug or sometimes need to calm her down in deliberate manner.


Life is strange.

Do you know Karma? I think it is hitting back on me in full fucking force.

I always do the sort of thing that says: "Take it easy" to others' issues. I wish I didn't now.

Please...God whatever...I am having the worst year of my life so far.

Someone please change all this...make them reconcile or something. Can't walk away now, but at least...show me a path that doesn't include pain on both sides.


(note: both sides have no ground for all this conflict, mom doesn't really provide any evidence on dad cheating, and dad doesn't exactly treat mom right either...)

HAPPY CNY! (on hiatus)

HAPPY CNY! Desu!

LOL TOUHOU 12, Chacaron and BATMAN

FUCK YES YUKA KAZAMI YOU ARE THE BEST CHARACTER IN TOUHOU EVER

Summary of Touhou 12.
Taiyounohana Touhou Taiyoukou 東方籠奴抄

A painful memory of banishment, a soul earnest in feel of pain, the excruciating and then lost of memory that was associated with that pain.

A green haired girl smiled confidently, recalling the events she once had Gensokyo in turmoil, this time around, she will succeed where she has failed. With the rise of the new threats that come as a bearing tide of madness and destruction, she sought out to bring even more chaos to the once peaceful lands of Gensokyo. Yuka Kazami looks as the flower before her blooms to the full, a sunflower that stared at the skies and the sunlight above it.

Her return marks the return of Mima, the once teacher and mentor of Marisa Kirisame, will she ever find out that they shared memories? Will she fight the demon known as Yuka Kazami if she does? The story unfolds in 2010...

Touhou 12 Taiyounohana Touhou Taiyoukou 東方籠奴抄


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This is not real.

Maria Holic Chp 6. RAEP TEH MEIDOS YOU MUST KANAKO!!

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Other than that there is...Nothing new to post so...

Prejudice is Good Judgment.

WHAT YOU DON'T LIKE, TELL OTHERS NOT TO LIKE IT.

because it makes you cool, you feel like you can convince a few thousand brainless subhumans.

WHAT YOU THINK IS COOL, FOLLOW EVERYONE WHO DOES IT AND DO IT TOO



So true isn't it?

I wish they knew they are not the least bit funny, much rather being idiots. You wanna show you are good at something, doing something in an image of protest etc? Do something useful. NOT BARE YOURSELVES.



A Special Note of Thanks.


Natural Ways: A story about Rumia and Mystia of Touhou and their eating habits


As per before with Nitori and THE CHAIR, this story aims with disgust and guro, the idea being that if you were to open your eyes in Gensokyo, a place filled with demons, spirits, faeries, gods, monsters and youkai, you as a human would really be on the edges of your toes in fright and pissing down under your pants in fear.


ZUN agreed, Youkai eats humans, there is nothing more simple than that, and this story sets out to imprint that image into words I write. Yet again, I have my readers to thank for, for whatever the reason they continue to read my work, whether it is my imagination or it is them who simply dare to stomach the weird and strange and gory, I thank them, from the bottom of my heart.


For which without your support, Cassie, Demonlord Pichu, Pako, Anathe, Kimikomuffin, Pedonymous, Xan (even though you largely went OMGWTF), Wrathie, Magha-Re, Drake, Gpop, Jan-san, SonicZeroX, Nintendonut888, Sol, etc the many others who read my stuff; I would not have made it far without your love, or hate.

Sincerely, from which I say, Thank you.

Of Inspiration, Spirit, Humility and Inspiration...

Well... I added the songs of my liking to this playlist

Good Taste Comes Rare

I know I have good taste, in fact, I am so stupidly proud I like oldies I advice you to troll me as you like.





An apology goes out to Valesta for mistaking the gender... dude, I am sorry lol.

Usually Dead - found at www.usuallydead.com

has returned, and with him, another epic story this time chronicling on the time before Ran met with Yukari and became her shikigami (servant/slave thing), and yet once again, it should be noted that his writing is extremely detailed.

Every bit of his words crafted into his story like lines of silk woven to an excellent fabric fit for kings to wear (in this case, read). Already the premise of a story so deeply detailed, including a rite of passage beautifully designed by yours truly, I really don't think I could have stopped reading if I wanted to. (that said, I finished the whole thing today)

So, without further adue, and like just about everyone, I hope to bring your attention to him, not that he isn't famous enough, but you should know what I mean.

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On another note:

It amazes me to no end with this:


This man is a legend, there is no greater inspiration I can draw from anywhere else than from this man. 300 miles? check, no sleep? check, endurance WELL FUCK YEAH

Dean Karnazes continue to be the inspiration to this soul, though my best is a 2.4 hour (NOT 24 sadly) I really hope to one day be like this guy. I may not finish 100 miles a day, but I hope to break 50 if I ever could do so. So far, that dream is pretty harsh, I say my best is around a 18 miles, and that is a far cry from 50.

Why do it?

Well, there is such a thing as attempting at life.

Dean has inspired me to do it, I hope he does for you too.