Sunday, January 25, 2009

Divorce etc...

Although I normally work alone, I have decided to add a few names to this blog in the immediate future as they all contribute to the contents.


A special shout out goes out to Barasia, Valesta, Mima, Wrathie, and all for shelling on the the new idea for our collaborative website. Thanks! Good luck!





On another issue...



DIVORCE/PAIN/ANGST/INTERNET = shitty new year

That is right, right about now my life has been turned upside down, there are two issues concerning this. One is the divorce my mother is thoroughly decided on, (I am glad she is not sitting here now), and one is the issue of my dad "being cruel" and "cheating" on her.


I really am no longer sure what the hell I am supposed to do.


A lawyer has been involved in the process to "siphon" off the money well deserved for my mother after this many years of relationship and staying together. A dad that puts up a very good argument on how mom has changed over the years to become a sort of a woman that simply suspects the husband if he so much as take a breath in another woman's presence. A mom that is having nervous breakdowns every night since I got back home and needs a hug or sometimes need to calm her down in deliberate manner.


Life is strange.

Do you know Karma? I think it is hitting back on me in full fucking force.

I always do the sort of thing that says:
"Take it easy" to others' issues. I wish I didn't now.

Please...God whatever...I am having the worst year of my life so far.

Someone please change all this...make them reconcile or something. Can't walk away now, but at least...show me a path that doesn't include pain on both sides.


(note: both sides have no ground for all this conflict, mom doesn't really provide any evidence on dad cheating, and dad doesn't exactly treat mom right either...)

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

HAPPY CNY! (on hiatus)


HAPPY CNY! Desu!




Sunday, January 18, 2009

LOL TOUHOU 12, Chacaron and BATMAN


FUCK YES YUKA KAZAMI YOU ARE THE BEST CHARACTER IN TOUHOU EVER






Summary of Touhou 12.
Taiyounohana Touhou Taiyoukou 東方籠奴抄

A painful memory of banishment, a soul earnest in feel of pain, the excruciating and then lost of memory that was associated with that pain.

A green haired girl smiled confidently, recalling the events she once had Gensokyo in turmoil, this time around, she will succeed where she has failed. With the rise of the new threats that come as a bearing tide of madness and destruction, she sought out to bring even more chaos to the once peaceful lands of Gensokyo. Yuka Kazami looks as the flower before her blooms to the full, a sunflower that stared at the skies and the sunlight above it.

Her return marks the return of Mima, the once teacher and mentor of Marisa Kirisame, will she ever find out that they shared memories? Will she fight the demon known as Yuka Kazami if she does? The story unfolds in 2010...

Touhou 12 Taiyounohana Touhou Taiyoukou 東方籠奴抄


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This is not real.

Maria Holic Chp 6. RAEP TEH MEIDOS YOU MUST KANAKO!!

RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS RAPE THE MAIDS


Other than that there is...Nothing new to post so...









Saturday, January 17, 2009

Prejudice is Good Judgment.




WHAT YOU DON'T LIKE, TELL OTHERS NOT TO LIKE IT.


because it makes you cool, you feel like you can convince a few thousand brainless subhumans.

WHAT YOU THINK IS COOL, FOLLOW EVERYONE WHO DOES IT AND DO IT TOO



So true isn't it?


I wish they knew they are not the least bit funny, much rather being idiots. You wanna show you are good at something, doing something in an image of protest etc? Do something useful. NOT BARE YOURSELVES.



A Special Note of Thanks.


Natural Ways: A story about Rumia and Mystia of Touhou and their eating habits


As per before with Nitori and THE CHAIR, this story aims with disgust and guro, the idea being that if you were to open your eyes in Gensokyo, a place filled with demons, spirits, faeries, gods, monsters and youkai, you as a human would really be on the edges of your toes in fright and pissing down under your pants in fear.


ZUN agreed, Youkai eats humans, there is nothing more simple than that, and this story sets out to imprint that image into words I write. Yet again, I have my readers to thank for, for whatever the reason they continue to read my work, whether it is my imagination or it is them who simply dare to stomach the weird and strange and gory, I thank them, from the bottom of my heart.


For which without your support, Cassie, Demonlord Pichu, Pako, Anathe, Kimikomuffin, Pedonymous, Xan (even though you largely went OMGWTF), Wrathie, Magha-Re, Drake, Gpop, Jan-san, SonicZeroX, Nintendonut888, Sol, etc the many others who read my stuff; I would not have made it far without your love, or hate.


Sincerely, from which I say, Thank you.





Friday, January 16, 2009

Of Inspiration, Spirit, Humility and Inspiration...

Well... I added the songs of my liking to this playlist


Good Taste Comes Rare

I know I have good taste, in fact, I am so stupidly proud I like oldies I advice you to troll me as you like.





An apology goes out to Valesta for mistaking the gender... dude, I am sorry lol.

Usually Dead - found at www.usuallydead.com

has returned, and with him, another epic story this time chronicling on the time before Ran met with Yukari and became her shikigami (servant/slave thing), and yet once again, it should be noted that his writing is extremely detailed.

Every bit of his words crafted into his story like lines of silk woven to an excellent fabric fit for kings to wear (in this case, read). Already the premise of a story so deeply detailed, including a rite of passage beautifully designed by yours truly, I really don't think I could have stopped reading if I wanted to. (that said, I finished the whole thing today)


So, without further adue, and like just about everyone, I hope to bring your attention to him, not that he isn't famous enough, but you should know what I mean.

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On another note:

It amazes me to no end with this:



This man is a legend, there is no greater inspiration I can draw from anywhere else than from this man. 300 miles? check, no sleep? check, endurance WELL FUCK YEAH

Dean Karnazes continue to be the inspiration to this soul, though my best is a 2.4 hour (NOT 24 sadly) I really hope to one day be like this guy. I may not finish 100 miles a day, but I hope to break 50 if I ever could do so. So far, that dream is pretty harsh, I say my best is around a 18 miles, and that is a far cry from 50.

Why do it?

Well, there is such a thing as attempting at life.

Dean has inspired me to do it, I hope he does for you too.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Anonymity negativity


Update! Desu!

While we are sure that the world tends to stare at us different, the world on the internet, is however, a much ruder, much more daunting staring passer-by than the real world.

The powerful tool of anonymity, when you use it, you feel powerful, it latches onto you like a powerful arm grip, and soon, with only your morals, or whatever you have left, you are left to fend for yourself at how much you can be a lover or a hater.

I am talking about forums, communities. The power of knowing that you know something of a subject of interest more than some other party, the power of knowing no one can hurt you physically over the internet, the power of knowing people don't even know who you really are, or your gender... it all amounts to a powerful illusion of mistreatment.

People like that, we call trolls.

But are we really to be blaming them when in fact it is us who are feeding them the bone they so crave? We are the disease and they are not the cure, we only breed more diseases as the internet continues its expansion, and every second of the day, a new community is born, new fools will be drawn in, and bullied, and there will be people who will come out losing the love they once had for the subject.


Take a moment, and think back what you did today... did you make someone feel better on the internet? Did you use your power of anonymity? Did you commit stupidity today with that?

I think you did, be honest, and hope that somehow, people can take it easy.


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On other news:

Inspirational message of the day.

No doubt it is true, too bad most of us remain losers some point in life.

If you see this, do something about it.


Good Taste Comes Rare

Wednesday, January 14, 2009


AKIKAN
HOW THE FUCK DID THE ART OF SUZUHIRA HIRO GET APPROVED AND MADE INTO THIS SHIT? I MEAN, WHAT GIVES? QUALITY MAY BE A PASSABLE OFFENSE FOR MUSASHI BUT THIS? WHAT THE FUCK?

that said, this has been the most terrible QUALITY anime I have watched since the one with Princess Feena in it. (I forgot the title but best not to remember)

C'mon guys, it is not like it is that hard to supervise the drawing and animation process, and they are asking for a freaking $90 dollars for this two episodes! BLASPHEMY



In other news:



Megurine Luka aka Vocaloid C3 is coming out in a few days, making her the newest addition to the Vocaloid Girls family, and perhaps the sexiest with black skimpy wear (compared with Miku) and a mature body. To boot, her fame has been so widely spread even now you can get hentai of her like... everywhere.

Stats and opinions show that she will best both Len and Ren, giving a mature voice (A bit Meiko I heard) and giving more volume. The new program boosts extra functions and she is likely to be added to a row of Megurine X Gackt pairing soon. Hot couple that...

Megurine also boasts a good looking package, the program promises the most complex setting are tweakable and no longer the broken tunes between notes like Miku does. (impressive) and yeah, apparently, sources say she can do english songs without much problem too.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

The Power is YOURS!

Update! Desu!

well, guess beggars can't be choosers after all, the other day I was thinking of something remotely bad, I was thinking...if I could spam so much on this forum and that forum, what the hell is stopping me from masking my IP and doing more? After all, spamming is fun, I guarantee it, you should feel the same.


Unintelligent spammers are not having fun, because that is just stupid, think about all the Boxxy threads on /b/ and you will know what I mean. OOPS, according to newfag understanding, I just broke rules 1 and 2, and then I broke my own rule for saying 'newfag'... damn again.


Whatever, the point is, I think spamming is fun, especially when you are posting (in a decent manner of certain funny) in other people's threads, things such as erm... my current favorite: "Advice Dog". (and the spawned other memes, including Courage Wolf, Depression Dog, Sly Fox, Apathy Puppy, etc).


Just why the hell not? I mean, advice dog can virtually advice on anything, I thought it was all cool and all, and then all of a sudden, Banned. (LOL USER WAS BANNED FOR THIS POST), not that I care, but IP surfing is what I call useful, it is not that hard. The thing is, why would you not see the spam was meaningful?


I am only posting Courage Wolf, why the heck did I get banned for encouraging people with funny quotes? Though I can imagine a few were a bit rough but heck, /b/ has gone to the dogs.


In other news:

When I think back about the good times of the funny that is not /b/ related, this comes to mind:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OBDcmVETEzE

Backstroke of The West



What can I say? Such is golden funny, I remember when I watched some other show, presumably Kamen Rider actually, I forgot which one, had one of these translate to some Joobaloo language and translate back to chinese and then to english. BOOM! I laughed so damn hard when I recall "His shoe no change chili sauce cannot kill plastic man" (which probably now that I think about it was about Rider Kick, when Kabuto failed to charge his kick, he was kicked back by the Worm.)


Durg.

That said, I guess that concludes this post. Wtf did I write this for?


Monday, January 12, 2009

Maria+Holic! + Some other stuff


Maria Holic!



Ahhhhnnn~~~~! Maria-san! Yeah, that is right, new anime of 2009 that I am watching now is ever adorable Maria+Holic, which is the story about a girl Kanako who transfer to a Oujousama high school called Ame no something... that is not important however, first day at school, she gets branded PIGGY GIRL as her nick name by a maid, Matsurika who is the servant (defiantly so) of Maria Shidou, the so-seemed Grandaughter of the Director of the school... you know, the sorts.

Beautiful, elegant, lovely, our Kanako (whom is a lesbian apparently with a fear of men) falls in love, only to have found out by the end of the episode that she is a HE!

Maria-san then takes measures to force her silent obedience, and she did, school starts in a day and problems begin as she realizes the social status of Maria-san, and is doomed to be bounded by HIS wrath if she does not keep his secret of cross-dressing.



Entertaining and fun, and
I AM GAY FOR MARIA!!!
Highly recommended, for the fun value has just begun.


On other news:

Touhou World (now a thing about blogging is to really write about what you love to do and so on so here goes.)

- Fanfiction
While I do write some myself, there are two special mentions I like to say here who has helped me very much in learning the ropes of fic writing.


Valesta - Writer of Concealed the Conclusion ,
Perfect Cherry Blossom - Imperishable Night - Phantasmagoria of Flower View - Mountain of Faith/Scarlet Weather Rhapsody


Yes, while fanfiction is often negatively given a slap in the face, Valesta has never failed to entertain with her writings, her work is truly inspirational to a fellow writer, fast paced, well written and almost certainly intrigue that makes you not want to shut down your computer to read it through and through. Since first introduced to the work of Valesta, I have never stopped reading up on an update, and eagerly I await, for the continuation of the next chapter of Conceal The Conclusion Alternate Universe. Heck, Valesta is one of the honorable writers who have their own Wikia Page in Touhou wiki, I sure hope to be as good as her one day. A dedicated writer deserves a good read, and you should know it.



Wrathie
- Writer of The Shrine of Gensokyo,
Finding History with your Flame, Casual Days of Gensokyo & others.


While undoubtedly talented, Wrathie is also a innovative writer, introducing what is in fact my most unique encounter in a fic writers narration and story telling that is both easy to read, and impossibly entertaining. Wrathie's many fans confirms that no amount of bullshit can take that away from the fics that are penned, as it is in fact, some of the best stories ever told in fan fiction. His dedication and continuing work in The Shrine of Gensokyo continues to stir the imagination, one such as a writer would in the pedigree of the penners of imagination, and enchanted it did the Touhou World in my reading as it goes. Keep up the good work.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Update! Desu!





Just thought I should say it, there is nothing as awesome as Funkies's new blog!


http://funkiesmuzak.blogspot.com/


Watch it, cause new music coming your way!

Ahhhnnn~~~! I love you Funkies! You complete my music life!



In Other news:



Alice tries to convince Marisa to have sex with her and fails

1230878421492.jpg Alice : Marisa, I come to play...

Marisa: OH NO, YOU COME TO RAPE ME AND YOU KNOW IT!

1230878579229.jpg Alice: HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT?! I AM...UGHHHAHAHAAA!! *blood spill*

Marisa: See? That is what happens to people who are dishonest!

1230878579229.jpg Alice: What I....? UGHGHH!! *more blood*

Marisa: Alice, you all right? I think you need to see a doctor...

1230878579229.jpg Alice: I am fine, this happens... often... UGHHH!! WTF IS WRONG WITH ME?!

Marisa: Who are you talking to Alice? You are beginning to scare me...

1230878579229.jpg I AM JUST UGGHHHHH!!! (dies)

Marisa: Damn, I wonder how many books was that worth cleaning up her corpse.


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Starting it off

With this new blog, I unleash some terror into the intarwebz, via my own means I guess, everything from misc. rants to stories and so on in the near future.

Almost like 99% of the other blogs, but I guess I have something special.

I hope

definitely...

maybe...

yeah...