Monday, July 27, 2009

With the onset of failure.

Dear readers,
I have decided enough is enough, I don't want to be bogged down by desires of achieving empty achievements any longer and it is high time that I will be confessing to my father on my academic issues soon.

After this, there will be much freedom I hope.

Because for this, time and again I have been wondering what am I trying to do with all this empty achievement of attaining a degree, I have no longer any time to consider all this and I want to go out and work for all that I have.

I no longer want to be some strange master student with low self esteem and I certainly think this course I am taking is going nowhere.
I hate it from the very first day and I realize that it was not me, I cannot be what I want, I cannot be who I think I might be, so it is about time I say goodbye to this course and do something I wanted to do.

Wish me luck guys, I will have a battle that is much harder to fight than you think.

During this time, I urge you to give me courage, I urge that you allow me some quiet time to think it over.
One might even notice the lack of posts everywhere now, work can only hide my sorrow so far before like a dam filled to the brim, the inside breaks.
Not yet emo, but I am going there is this goes on,.


  1. I wish you every part of success, and may the best of my luck be with you! (so in the end, you too have decided that continuing on with studies is worthless..... though I started first)

    Let's hope that there won't be a big fight that contains bloodshed v_v

  2. Well, sometimes life throws you a curveball, I wasn't sure about what I wanted to do, so I guess I will do what I am best at for now.


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